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I'm gonna disappear from everyone sight. Soon enough😤 dont ever involved me with your stuff again. And please deal with your own stuff properly, dont simply appear in front of me and saying "oh, I thought I already made it clear the other day". If you really made it clear the other day, there wont blur people who cant even remember a single word you've said to him.

Happy, yet not really...

I'm happy because grandma already discharged from hospital, though the Med expenses were quite an amount, it's fine really, as long as she's healthy.

The thing is, I'm not so happy because my sis should really stop thinking of me as a younger sister should accompany her at all time.

Remember that time when grandma in hospital, it's Sunday. After work I've already rushed there with help of my bf. Hearing uncle says about her condition are stable, and it's okay for me to join a family dinner at Dengkil, which I originally turn down when I know grandma in haspital.

We went there by 2cars, total of 9people. It's fine at 1st. When the dinner started for a while, I hgot a call from uncle, he said if there's a way to contact sister, because he can't reach her by phone. He asked if I can make it to the hospital since I'm quite far away. I did try to find any possible way.

I can't find any taxi on that area, dinner is going on and I can't really walk away. The dinner ended late at 10pm, it was way passed the visiting hour. I've reached home only after 11pm.

Still the next day, I called uncle to say sorry that I can't made my way there that day. And promised to visit grandma on the same day. Apology accepted.

Till the day grandma discharged, things keep happening. It's all because of money problem. Sis should just stop starting an argument about this.

Like seriously, I've earned quite an amount last month, decided to save 700 in bank. Yet we got a message from uncle regarding the med expenses for the 1st month were quite high, 950. I wants to forget my saving for this month and help uncle, but stopped by my sis, with the reasons that I already burdened by our insurance fees each month, she doesn't want me to took full responsibility of grandma med expenses.

Then she replied to uncle that we can only help 150 each person. Total of 300 from us. I'm thinking I can still save 550. Still you know what happened then? I was thinking I have to buy stuff I needed in Tesco.

So me and sis went to Tesco to buy my stuff. Well I didn't get the chance to buy my stuff, as my sis saw a huge promotion of spaghetti and sauces for her stall. Just only these 2items she bought in bulk, cost us 800++ in total.

Tell you what, she have only 300++ cash on hand, the rest she was going to pay by debit card. Her debit card have problem, can't be used on the machine, so I have to use my atm card to cover for the 500++ bill.

There are times when I'm spending with my bf, she keeps on over and over again, telling me that she dislike that now I'm rarely spend time with her anymore. She missed how we used to shop together for her stall, and how I used to always help her at her stall.

I only help her at stall when I'm free. I did not demand anything in return from her. Still she thinks that I'm her slave that I should help her whenever I'm free. I can't believe she forget to bring stuff to her stall everytime when my day off, when I'm resting. She really have to know, I don't have my own vehicle when she already used it when she opened this western stall.

My only way to get there is by walking. Still she's asking me to bring tons of stuff eventhough she knows that I'm walking. I'm stronger than her, but I'm still a girl. It's quite a distance from our house. Anything could have happened on my way to her stall.

I can't imagine, if one day my life had to come to an end, she'll be able to handle that. Can she really move on if I'm gone? She can't even stand it that I spent less time with her now.

She told me once that she can't stand to see me alone, and I've always stay at home without spending time with any friends. She introduced me to my now bf, we became friends at 1st.

She kept saying that she regrets this guy would have turn out to be my bf now.

It's tiring that we have to argue for the same thing over and over again. But I'm still glad that Kenn is understanding of this situation and never give up on me even when he have to went through hard times because of my problem.

Thanks to the love of my life. No matter what happens, I'll try my best to be there for you. Thanks for everything you do for me. You never demand anything from me.

You told me that last time you always gave up on me because of trust issues, now that I won't be keeping anymore secrets from you. Love you always❤

Test from God

Now I know, God sometimes might test us with our life. It's not always every chapter in our life were 'happy'. While I'm happy with my love life recently, I've got a call from my Uncle. I was told that grandmom were admitted to Sg. Buloh hospital...

I was lying if I say that I'm fine when I heard that... But I know it's another test from God, because God won't give us a test that cross our limit or abillity.

I hope that grandmom will recover soon as her condition now were critical.....

What I really wanted

I'm not seeking for wealth or appearance. Nor I'm seeking for a perfect man.

After all, if you choose to start a life chapter with someone, choose wisely. Don't use their weakpoint as an excuses for an argument.

Yup. I just wanted someone who I can become better with together.

Please never get bored of me nor play with my hearts lol. I'm not as strong as I look.

True

Just a random article based on a true story.

50 years ago, when he proposed to her,
he said to her: trust me

40 years ago, when she gave birth to their 1st child,
he said: sorry to have you went through this pain...

20 years ago, when their child gets married,
he said: you still have me...

Last year, when he knows that his wife condition has worsened,
he repeatedly says: I'm here with you...

Today, his wife has passed away...
Unable to hold back his tears, kissing her cheek for one last time
he said: wait for me in another world...

For his whole life, he has never said 'I love you' to his wife.. Even so, his love for her were never gone.

A true love is shown through action, not by words.
It is better to love her with all your heart content, and show her your love through your actions, than saying 'I love you' to her million times.

That feeling

That feeling you have when you have to move to somewhere else, but you don't wanna leave this place you're comfortable with. It's the 6th year living in Kepong, and never would have crossed my mind that I'm going to be move to a new place so soon.

To be honest, I don't really wanna left my job and everyone I know in Subway. Because it has been my daily task and they're a part of my daily life.

I don't even dare to hand out my resignation letter. And there are people that I wanted to but won't have a chance to meet.

Hey, I met someone that I kinda like, but I'm gonna back out like how I've used to. Because I know love in different cities were likely hard for me, just how I've been through the previous relationship.

I'm tired of saying it's part of my life to be moving from 1 place to another. I know that I'm dumb when it comes to recognizing a new place. And the worst part is that I have to say farewell to my friends.......

Haha 😂 This is totally stupid😒

While everyone have everything brand new for their Chinese New Year, I'm having the worst Chinese New Year as long as I've lived. Who do you think will have their New Year celebrated with broken watch, broken phone, broken glasses, old cheap worn out shoes?

This is stupid, I've worked so hard last month to be expecting a better me on this brand new year, not having worse me year after year.

Can't my life be more peaceful?😒 Like seriously, nothing I planned to do slowly actually worked. All those endurance isn't paid off.

I'm so pissed off that I won't be able to have my phone fixed, won't have money to color my hair the way I wanted. I can't even laid my hands on the things that I wanted to buy.😭

Why I have to always be the one who's that outdated?😓 While everyone get to shop for clothes and getting their nails and hair done, I'll always be the one who have never done all this for myself.

I felt that I'm useless right now. I've stopped myself from food obsession, stop myself from buying things that I wanted. I'd rather back to my old self and having no self-controlling over everything, cause I find myself in peace, better than now.

Seriously, I would looked really bad this year, the worst look I'll ever have would be this year. No I'm not gonna celebrate this year, I'd be more happy to stay home, stay away from everyone.

Totally

Somehow, it reminded me of someone and it hurts😞

Dumbest thing to do

It's raining outside, it's cool😂 but I'm having this cool snack

Finally😝

Finally finished watching this movie😂 It's time to sleep😂🔫

Ahahahahaha

Funny to know, this time I have a different version of him in my dream. And I get to see his picture and his mom and little sis picture too😂 And his name last name became Heng, last time he's Hendouman in my dream😂😂😂 ok bye.

Never had a dream come true

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Yup

She's just 6 years old when her father took her away from her grandmother, promising to have her daughter educated like all the other child her age would have. While in the reality, he was secretly living with his girlfriend.

It's nice right? Having a young and beautiful girlfriend for yourself. Leaving her to take care of your daughter, whilst putting up an act. When he's at work, his daughter being abused, locked in the house alone, starving, while the girlfriend were having fun outside with her friends.

Months later, he broke up with her girlfriend, and went back to find his mother. Telling her the truth that the daughter weren't educated, and have to sent her to a school immediately, before she's going to primary school in 3 months time.

Will it really be okay for her to graduate for only attending a month of kindergarten?

But I could tell you, this girl today, has changed alot. She's 21, she's all different from what she was once when she's a child. Though she did not manage to graduate her high school, she chooses her own path and did not regret it.

Though people looked down on her, she's fine, because she know she earn for her own living. She's living a simple life. She'll never went shopping like other girls would do. She'll never spent her time on wearing makeups. She doesn't even care her attire. She's comfortable being alone.

But there's a man, who have stole her heart. He's the one who have motivate her, and told her that she's strong. He gave her the strength when she fell hard, so that she'll be able to moved on.

Life could have been hard for you sometimes. But a past tense will always be a past tense. Never let it drag you down. We'll all have a great future, it's just different in time for everyone.

Kinda

Sometimes I do hope there's a person
who'll think of me when he says
' She's the one I wanted '
' She's the one I love now '

But I guess he'll never appear in my life.

That's it 😒

I'm tired of all this drama😒 Stop telling me lie after lie after lie. I've had enough. Enough that I know only 1 people in this world who would see others people mistakes whilst forget that he/she were partially involved. Yet dragging other people down and make people believe that it's only that 1 person were doing wrong. Like seriously?😪

Is it really that hard to be honest and apology?😔 It kills me even more because this 1 person is the 1 of them that I care the most.

Anyhow, goodbye😔👐

Maybe

Well, let's just hope it's true😊

My Bad Habits 😂

How I sit in my family car 😂🔫

That isn't bad enough. I can fell asleep in almost anyone car because of motion sickness. 😷 Especially if we're on a long trip or journey, I will sleep if possible.

Just change for better😪

To whom it may concern. As long as I've worked together with you, you've been a great help to me😊 but there are one thing though. Sometimes remaining silence and do the best you could is better than asking why always. Of course there are reasons why the amount we get is big in difference. You have the potential, don't afraid to show it. And the answers you've been looking for will eventually show up😊 Someday you'll understand why.😁

Breakfast

Onion and Tomato Omelet with broccoli and rice.

Failed. But I don't care, still gonna finish them. Gonna cook more often lol.

Dear Mr

if I can replace all your sadness with all of my happiness, I will. Because you're important to me. And I meant it. I don't care who am I to you, I don't need you to know that I exists. You don't really have to notice me. I'm fine just the way I am now. So please. From this moment on, please be happy for me. Because I want you to, and I don't mind to lost mine if it was for you.