What if...

What if one day all those conversation we used to have in phone disappear?

Thats the few things I can never let go of, one of the things that always cheered me up, made my day, always made me smile and laughing like an idiot.

Those messages in phone that I'll cherish till the last moment of my life. It shows the sign of our times together, our happy times together.

Though sometimes it's on the end of the cliff, where our relation tend to end anytime, we still made through it together and overcome many things.

As long as we believe in us, believe in our relationship, hold onto it and I believe forever was not an impossible task at all.

What if I had to leave your side forever?

Believe me, though I'm not being able to be by your side, my soul will never gone. I will watch you from the other side.

Its a lie if I told you that you can let go of a girl that you're madly in love with, someone you always care of, that suddenly leave you forever. You can't really get the exact same girl in the future, but there's always someone better, that are meant only for you.

And please, if there's one girl that were there for you this whole time, from when you're a nobody and till you become a great successful man, please cherish her forever and have her by your side. Never let go of this girl. You're one lucky guy to have her as your girl.

I don't know about my lifeline, I don't know how far our fate will lead us to. I do believe we share the same dreams all along. But dear Kenn, if my life tends to end earlier than you, I hope you'll find another girl that are meant to you.

Even if you found a girl, even so, I hope that you'll always keep our conversation, because it's a sign that a girl have once appear in your life before, and have be a part of your life, that made your life more interesting since the day 1 you guys know each other. Forgive me to be that selfish, but these are the only wish I have after I'm gone.