Saturday, January 30, 2016

Haha ๐Ÿ˜‚ This is totally stupid๐Ÿ˜’

While everyone have everything brand new for their Chinese New Year, I'm having the worst Chinese New Year as long as I've lived. Who do you think will have their New Year celebrated with broken watch, broken phone, broken glasses, old cheap worn out shoes?

This is stupid, I've worked so hard last month to be expecting a better me on this brand new year, not having worse me year after year.

Can't my life be more peaceful?๐Ÿ˜’ Like seriously, nothing I planned to do slowly actually worked. All those endurance isn't paid off.

I'm so pissed off that I won't be able to have my phone fixed, won't have money to color my hair the way I wanted. I can't even laid my hands on the things that I wanted to buy.๐Ÿ˜ญ

Why I have to always be the one who's that outdated?๐Ÿ˜“ While everyone get to shop for clothes and getting their nails and hair done, I'll always be the one who have never done all this for myself.

I felt that I'm useless right now. I've stopped myself from food obsession, stop myself from buying things that I wanted. I'd rather back to my old self and having no self-controlling over everything, cause I find myself in peace, better than now.

Seriously, I would looked really bad this year, the worst look I'll ever have would be this year. No I'm not gonna celebrate this year, I'd be more happy to stay home, stay away from everyone.

Friday, January 29, 2016

Friday, January 22, 2016

Dumbest thing to do

It's raining outside, it's cool๐Ÿ˜‚ but I'm having this cool snack

Finally๐Ÿ˜

Finally finished watching this movie๐Ÿ˜‚ It's time to sleep๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ”ซ

Friday, January 15, 2016

Ahahahahaha

Funny to know, this time I have a different version of him in my dream. And I get to see his picture and his mom and little sis picture too😂 And his name last name became Heng, last time he's Hendouman in my dream😂😂😂 ok bye.

Saturday, January 09, 2016

Yup

She's just 6 years old when her father took her away from her grandmother, promising to have her daughter educated like all the other child her age would have. While in the reality, he was secretly living with his girlfriend.

It's nice right? Having a young and beautiful girlfriend for yourself. Leaving her to take care of your daughter, whilst putting up an act. When he's at work, his daughter being abused, locked in the house alone, starving, while the girlfriend were having fun outside with her friends.

Months later, he broke up with her girlfriend, and went back to find his mother. Telling her the truth that the daughter weren't educated, and have to sent her to a school immediately, before she's going to primary school in 3 months time.

Will it really be okay for her to graduate for only attending a month of kindergarten?

But I could tell you, this girl today, has changed alot. She's 21, she's all different from what she was once when she's a child. Though she did not manage to graduate her high school, she chooses her own path and did not regret it.

Though people looked down on her, she's fine, because she know she earn for her own living. She's living a simple life. She'll never went shopping like other girls would do. She'll never spent her time on wearing makeups. She doesn't even care her attire. She's comfortable being alone.

But there's a man, who have stole her heart. He's the one who have motivate her, and told her that she's strong. He gave her the strength when she fell hard, so that she'll be able to moved on.

Life could have been hard for you sometimes. But a past tense will always be a past tense. Never let it drag you down. We'll all have a great future, it's just different in time for everyone.

Friday, January 08, 2016

Kinda

Sometimes I do hope there's a person
who'll think of me when he says
' She's the one I wanted '
' She's the one I love now '

But I guess he'll never appear in my life.

Thursday, January 07, 2016

That's it ๐Ÿ˜’

I'm tired of all this drama๐Ÿ˜’ Stop telling me lie after lie after lie. I've had enough. Enough that I know only 1 people in this world who would see others people mistakes whilst forget that he/she were partially involved. Yet dragging other people down and make people believe that it's only that 1 person were doing wrong. Like seriously?๐Ÿ˜ช

Is it really that hard to be honest and apology?๐Ÿ˜” It kills me even more because this 1 person is the 1 of them that I care the most.

Anyhow, goodbye๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ‘

Friday, January 01, 2016

My Bad Habits ๐Ÿ˜‚

How I sit in my family car ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ”ซ

That isn't bad enough. I can fell asleep in almost anyone car because of motion sickness. ๐Ÿ˜ท Especially if we're on a long trip or journey, I will sleep if possible.

Just change for better๐Ÿ˜ช

To whom it may concern. As long as I've worked together with you, you've been a great help to me๐Ÿ˜Š but there are one thing though. Sometimes remaining silence and do the best you could is better than asking why always. Of course there are reasons why the amount we get is big in difference. You have the potential, don't afraid to show it. And the answers you've been looking for will eventually show up๐Ÿ˜Š Someday you'll understand why.๐Ÿ˜