Thursday, March 31, 2016
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I'm gonna disappear from everyone sight. Soon enough😤 dont ever involved me with your stuff again. And please deal with your own stuff properly, dont simply appear in front of me and saying "oh, I thought I already made it clear the other day". If you really made it clear the other day, there wont blur people who cant even remember a single word you've said to him.
Sunday, March 13, 2016
Happy, yet not really...
I'm happy because grandma already discharged from hospital, though the Med expenses were quite an amount, it's fine really, as long as she's healthy.
The thing is, I'm not so happy because my sis should really stop thinking of me as a younger sister should accompany her at all time.
Remember that time when grandma in hospital, it's Sunday. After work I've already rushed there with help of my bf. Hearing uncle says about her condition are stable, and it's okay for me to join a family dinner at Dengkil, which I originally turn down when I know grandma in haspital.
We went there by 2cars, total of 9people. It's fine at 1st. When the dinner started for a while, I hgot a call from uncle, he said if there's a way to contact sister, because he can't reach her by phone. He asked if I can make it to the hospital since I'm quite far away. I did try to find any possible way.
I can't find any taxi on that area, dinner is going on and I can't really walk away. The dinner ended late at 10pm, it was way passed the visiting hour. I've reached home only after 11pm.
Still the next day, I called uncle to say sorry that I can't made my way there that day. And promised to visit grandma on the same day. Apology accepted.
Till the day grandma discharged, things keep happening. It's all because of money problem. Sis should just stop starting an argument about this.
Like seriously, I've earned quite an amount last month, decided to save 700 in bank. Yet we got a message from uncle regarding the med expenses for the 1st month were quite high, 950. I wants to forget my saving for this month and help uncle, but stopped by my sis, with the reasons that I already burdened by our insurance fees each month, she doesn't want me to took full responsibility of grandma med expenses.
Then she replied to uncle that we can only help 150 each person. Total of 300 from us. I'm thinking I can still save 550. Still you know what happened then? I was thinking I have to buy stuff I needed in Tesco.
So me and sis went to Tesco to buy my stuff. Well I didn't get the chance to buy my stuff, as my sis saw a huge promotion of spaghetti and sauces for her stall. Just only these 2items she bought in bulk, cost us 800++ in total.
Tell you what, she have only 300++ cash on hand, the rest she was going to pay by debit card. Her debit card have problem, can't be used on the machine, so I have to use my atm card to cover for the 500++ bill.
There are times when I'm spending with my bf, she keeps on over and over again, telling me that she dislike that now I'm rarely spend time with her anymore. She missed how we used to shop together for her stall, and how I used to always help her at her stall.
I only help her at stall when I'm free. I did not demand anything in return from her. Still she thinks that I'm her slave that I should help her whenever I'm free. I can't believe she forget to bring stuff to her stall everytime when my day off, when I'm resting. She really have to know, I don't have my own vehicle when she already used it when she opened this western stall.
My only way to get there is by walking. Still she's asking me to bring tons of stuff eventhough she knows that I'm walking. I'm stronger than her, but I'm still a girl. It's quite a distance from our house. Anything could have happened on my way to her stall.
I can't imagine, if one day my life had to come to an end, she'll be able to handle that. Can she really move on if I'm gone? She can't even stand it that I spent less time with her now.
She told me once that she can't stand to see me alone, and I've always stay at home without spending time with any friends. She introduced me to my now bf, we became friends at 1st.
She kept saying that she regrets this guy would have turn out to be my bf now.
It's tiring that we have to argue for the same thing over and over again. But I'm still glad that Kenn is understanding of this situation and never give up on me even when he have to went through hard times because of my problem.
Thanks to the love of my life. No matter what happens, I'll try my best to be there for you. Thanks for everything you do for me. You never demand anything from me.
You told me that last time you always gave up on me because of trust issues, now that I won't be keeping anymore secrets from you. Love you always❤
The thing is, I'm not so happy because my sis should really stop thinking of me as a younger sister should accompany her at all time.
Remember that time when grandma in hospital, it's Sunday. After work I've already rushed there with help of my bf. Hearing uncle says about her condition are stable, and it's okay for me to join a family dinner at Dengkil, which I originally turn down when I know grandma in haspital.
We went there by 2cars, total of 9people. It's fine at 1st. When the dinner started for a while, I hgot a call from uncle, he said if there's a way to contact sister, because he can't reach her by phone. He asked if I can make it to the hospital since I'm quite far away. I did try to find any possible way.
I can't find any taxi on that area, dinner is going on and I can't really walk away. The dinner ended late at 10pm, it was way passed the visiting hour. I've reached home only after 11pm.
Still the next day, I called uncle to say sorry that I can't made my way there that day. And promised to visit grandma on the same day. Apology accepted.
Till the day grandma discharged, things keep happening. It's all because of money problem. Sis should just stop starting an argument about this.
Like seriously, I've earned quite an amount last month, decided to save 700 in bank. Yet we got a message from uncle regarding the med expenses for the 1st month were quite high, 950. I wants to forget my saving for this month and help uncle, but stopped by my sis, with the reasons that I already burdened by our insurance fees each month, she doesn't want me to took full responsibility of grandma med expenses.
Then she replied to uncle that we can only help 150 each person. Total of 300 from us. I'm thinking I can still save 550. Still you know what happened then? I was thinking I have to buy stuff I needed in Tesco.
So me and sis went to Tesco to buy my stuff. Well I didn't get the chance to buy my stuff, as my sis saw a huge promotion of spaghetti and sauces for her stall. Just only these 2items she bought in bulk, cost us 800++ in total.
Tell you what, she have only 300++ cash on hand, the rest she was going to pay by debit card. Her debit card have problem, can't be used on the machine, so I have to use my atm card to cover for the 500++ bill.
There are times when I'm spending with my bf, she keeps on over and over again, telling me that she dislike that now I'm rarely spend time with her anymore. She missed how we used to shop together for her stall, and how I used to always help her at her stall.
I only help her at stall when I'm free. I did not demand anything in return from her. Still she thinks that I'm her slave that I should help her whenever I'm free. I can't believe she forget to bring stuff to her stall everytime when my day off, when I'm resting. She really have to know, I don't have my own vehicle when she already used it when she opened this western stall.
My only way to get there is by walking. Still she's asking me to bring tons of stuff eventhough she knows that I'm walking. I'm stronger than her, but I'm still a girl. It's quite a distance from our house. Anything could have happened on my way to her stall.
I can't imagine, if one day my life had to come to an end, she'll be able to handle that. Can she really move on if I'm gone? She can't even stand it that I spent less time with her now.
She told me once that she can't stand to see me alone, and I've always stay at home without spending time with any friends. She introduced me to my now bf, we became friends at 1st.
She kept saying that she regrets this guy would have turn out to be my bf now.
It's tiring that we have to argue for the same thing over and over again. But I'm still glad that Kenn is understanding of this situation and never give up on me even when he have to went through hard times because of my problem.
Thanks to the love of my life. No matter what happens, I'll try my best to be there for you. Thanks for everything you do for me. You never demand anything from me.
You told me that last time you always gave up on me because of trust issues, now that I won't be keeping anymore secrets from you. Love you always❤
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