Onion and Tomato Omelet with broccoli and rice.
Failed. But I don't care, still gonna finish them. Gonna cook more often lol.
Onion and Tomato Omelet with broccoli and rice.
Failed. But I don't care, still gonna finish them. Gonna cook more often lol.
if I can replace all your sadness with all of my happiness, I will. Because you're important to me. And I meant it. I don't care who am I to you, I don't need you to know that I exists. You don't really have to notice me. I'm fine just the way I am now. So please. From this moment on, please be happy for me. Because I want you to, and I don't mind to lost mine if it was for you.
I'm just a girl
Fighting each day
indicates that I'm strong?
never give up on yourself
everyday is a gift☆
Bittersweet in life
ever wondered why?
cinnamons are sweet
alligators are unique
utmost everything you do
silence screaming isn't helping
everything happened for some reasons
I was born this way
Living my life in a simple way
of course I am
virtual isn't my thing
eternal is nowhere to be found
Reality always hurts a lot
in the end you'll realized
chances are everywhere
kite won't rise without wind
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Being this way
until one point
till I collapsed
Hiding myself from the world
extremely fear of the reality
Justice isn't always there
urging everyone in fear
silence over nothing
this in not how it works
Terrified
hiding
in the shadow
nothing helps
killed by the fear
even when it's not right
disappear from everyone
one day
for real
misjudging will come to an end
even if we don't realize
at the end of the world
someone qualified enough to stop all these is waiting
a perfect time to stop all these nonsense
forever is over
reality hits each time
is what's gonna happen
even tree will shakes when wind blows
no one able to stop the world from turning
destiny always a hope for everyone
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I always have problem with the screw on my glasses. and recently I lost my mini screwdriver for the glasses. But luckily I figured out a cheap way to tighten the screw on my glasses without using a screwdriver. it's my hairpin.
Muahaha, today working as usual in Subway. When prepping onion, I found this one special onion♥ O(∩_∩)O
Give up for love, and settled with someone you don't love.
Misunderstood Overload.
Hate You# but #Wuv You
Mind Blown# -_- #Leave me Alone
Don't Talk to Me# (>_<) #I'm not okay
Don't care for Me# ::>_<:: #I need no one!
Today is random. No words can describe how I feel right now. ︶︿︶ Just gonna do nothing about it and keep it to myself.
Nobody will care what happened though. I'll just be quiet for once and disappear from everyone sight. Let me be by myself like how I have used to be.
This way, I should be fine as ever.
So I was posting on my facebook where if people commented on my photo can have me do certain things based on which number they're in.
I can't believe that's what she dares me to do. (>_<)
Today, it's the 1st time I saw him for real. He pays a visit to Subway while I'm working, as promised. But, we did not managed to get some time to chat, as I'm so busy at the moment, with lots of people, we're running out of bread.
I keep going back and forth, making bread in the kitchen, serve customer at the sandwich counter, and be a cashier. All I remember is I managed to reply a few of his messages on Line apps. And treat him a drink.
And some short convo: Hi, thank you, Bye, and thank you ah. \^O^/ Still it's good to finally met with a friend we know only from social apps. *^_^*
Thanks for the visit. Rick Tan.
I've got an order from boss, regarding I'm resigning from Subway. it's haven't been official though. Cause I haven't hand over the letter. (>_<)
He wished me the best for my new career soon next year. And hope that I would reconsider going back to Subway if I found any difficulties with my career in future. ︶︿︶
Man, I shouldn't have sleep earlier, in fact sleeping at evening time was absolute bad idea, now I'm wide awake■
I'm glad actually. The road is slippery and I fell of the motor after I hit the brake. Just a few scratch, it wasn't that bad I can say.
There's a few car who stopped to help me move the motor aside. I thanked them and says that I'm okay to ride back to Subway. Honestly it freaked me out for a while, because I can't start the motor for a while. =_=
I pushed it to the nearest gas station and ask for help before it can be started back like normal. Thanks god I'm fine. *^_^*
20, soon, this number will grow as time goes by. 2015 almost reached it's end.
When 2016 come, I'll be 21. What can I say? I don't really care or excited about my age number. But come to think of it. I have to come to my senses.
I've lived for 20 years. What on earth have I done for my whole life? Success in my study? Nope, I did not manage to graduate my last year in high school. Or should I say only 5months of study when I'm 17? And decided to stop studying.
Having a job with good pay? With my qualification, there's not much to choose from. That's why I never have any job other than F&B industry related. Imagine having only 1200 to be spent for the whole month in Kuala Lumpur. Just how long I can survive?
For these 20 years, I felt that I'm useless, because I never have a life goal. I don't even own any skill. I don't even know how to cook good food, or rarely I did housework.
Have my own family? I don't even have a boyfriend. All I get is pressure, asking when will I actually get married? You know what? I might be thinking that someday I'll actually get settled down with a stranger that I don't love, get married and moved on with life.
I can be concluded as a complete failure you've ever known. Nothing about me is to be proud of. =_=
Attending friend birthday party. ⊙﹏⊙
In fact including me and my sister, there's only 4 person in total. ~\(≧▽≦)/~
Nice, I don't really like to attend happening places or party. = ̄ω ̄=
Man, it's so freezing right now. ⊙﹏⊙ How long did the rain just stop pouring yesterday? (>_<) I got dozed off yesterday. =_=
I can't leave the house without wearing my jacket. ⊙﹏⊙ I've reached Subway, and I'm lazy to start my shift earlier. 10 more minutes and I'll attend my shift. ~\(≧▽≦)/~
You guys should really stop teasing and creating scandal for me. 〒_〒
I really appreciate that you guys like to talk about me and thinking that you see I have a future with this one colleague. ╭(°A°`)╮
By saying 'be careful on your way back' doesn't mean I have a thing for him. -_- You guys really like to see me smiling and blushing for these reasons eh? (>_<)
He might get the wrong idea. I mean, he's like 3years younger than me. And he's so sweet. He deserve a better girl. And my family would have kill me if they know I have a boyfriend of his religion. =_=
Plus, I don't look at people appearance. It's just their outer shell. What I wanted to know the most is who they really are made of.
And those words just came out by itself, I will have to work all by myself if he's absent tomorrow. Logically, I was hoping he take care on his way back home, so he can attend tomorrow morning.
I'm just being selfish. ~\(≧▽≦)/~
Since I could switch my day off to this Saturday, instead of Wednesday like usual. And I have morning shift on this Friday, just perfect to end shift on 4pm.
Here's my planning. *^_^*
Attend morning shift on Friday. Back home on 4.30pm, prepared everything I needed, and wait for Uncle to fetch me at 6.30pm, and back to Rawang. *^_^*
14 November 2015
Wake up as early as 8am, freshened up myself and get ready before 9am. Walk to Bus stop and take the bus to Apartment Kenanga, walk to SK Taman Bunga Raya (1).
Be at the school before the event start at 10am. Gather with ex classmates. :D And join the fair in the school <3
But I have to borrow extra pocket money from Sister. =_=
Honestly, it's boring to have overtime today. Done with all the works, there's not much customers. So basically, I was just sitting down here, chilling, freezing. Waiting for customers. Where are you, dear customer? =_=
5minutes to go ~\(≧▽≦)/~
Someday, if my times has come to an end. If I have to leave this world, will someone on the edge of the world be missing me?
I don't know, times will make people forget that I ever existed. My existence were not important anymore, they'll eventually move on with their life.
I've reached Kepong, but it rained heavily, and I'm late for my shift. 〒_〒 Me and Ira were riding a scooter, so we need to wait till the rain stop before she can send me to work. (>_<)
Me and Ira have reached Sogo safely by train. We're almost late thanks to someone who did not give us exact info. Thank you so much.
I have to wake up super early tomorrow, and take the train to Bank Negara station with Ira and walk to the Sogo building to gather with other employees of Subway with the course we're attending. No later than 8am we must be there.
Then only I'll know where will we go for the course we're taking. =_= It would be 5hours long, and after the course, I have to take train and back to Kepong, and attending my shift at 2pm sharp. It's kind of a rush though. (>_<)
So yeah, good night. I hope tomorrow course will be fun.
Today, we've decided to clean everything in the restaurant, because the last time we cleaned it were like a week ago. I was assigned to clean the kitchen while they serve customers and clean the other part of the shop. While in the kitchen, I saw these piled up boxes still haven't been fetch home yet by my sister.
I've gathered lots of box to bring back home. But I'm riding my scooter today, it's impossible for me to bring all of them home, called my sister yesterday, and she promised to bring it all home by car when the shop is open. But I wait till my shift end at 4pm, yet there's no sign of her around.
I was like, I can't keep these boxes here any longer, manager will be so mad at me later. So I've decided to bring them home on one shot, all of these boxes. Carried them with my hands and walked a long way home.
And later on, walked back to Subway again so I can ride my scooter home. (>_<)
My hands feels like is gonna be disconnected from my shoulder. =_=
For these few days, I'm having a hard time to fall asleep╮(╯▽╰)╭ There's always something on my mind kept coming, that actually won't let me stop from thinking them. I guess I'll try be a good girl, close my eyes and try to sleep.*^_^*
He escaped again today, even though we tied him up. He managed to escaped from his collar and made his way out the door. The next time he got out, I would deny his existence. I won't chase after him already. I'll let him go. Just go anywhere you like okay? Since you really like the outside world, just go and never come back. This is the last time I'll chase after you. Just be a stray you used to be, I don't care anymore. You at home just being a harm to Baby and Money, they are hurt because of you, there you go again, you know really well why is Baby's cheek were seriously injured. You're the oldest in the house, don't make a fool out of yourself. 'Lucky', just spent the rest of your day alone okay? we don't want you to harm them anymore.
Trust me, given my condition now, I would rather rest at home than chase after 'Lucky'. But when I heard from my sister that a Chinese complained that 'Lucky' bite her, I have to chase after him. And got lost in the same neighborhood, with lots of people scold about how am I not being responsible to have let my dog out without tying him up.
First of all, if I'm not being responsible, I will not chase after him, not when I have serious pain on my stomach, of course people can't see or know it's the time of my month, thus I forgive them.
Secondly, I'm resting on my bed, due to my pain. When suddenly, my sister went upstairs and tell me 'Lucky' escaped from home and said she wouldn't have call me and act she never have this dog if she did not receive the complain.
I've spent hours chasing after him, making sure that he won't cause any trouble to people. Owh, and I've heard lots of different language from people, all thanks to him. Though I can't understand a word from them, but with their fingers pointing at me and their tone in their words, I know they're mad at me.
Well, at least I'm saved for today because it's my day off. Owh, I can imagine tomorrow will be better. There will be people waiting in front of my house and will scold me even harder on my way to workplace. I wonder if they can follow me with their vehicle when I'm taking a shortcut to workplace.
Now I can't feel my leg, I bet they're in a deep sleep because I used them too much today.
But I'm thankful of something, I had a really nice dream last night, but before I could see the picture in my dream, I woke up when my sister told me about our escaped dog. Luh, my once in a lifetime chance have flown away just like that. =_=
It's okay, now I got the 1st letter written for someone.
It's the end of the month, I don't have extra money to buy chocolate. :-/ The whole day I'm enduring the monthly pain. (>_<) Haha, should I beg my sister to treat me some chocolate? = ̄ω ̄=
Anyway, it's stock counting day. and we're done around 10.30pm lol. and I'm grateful that my colleague finish the stock counting faster.
reached home at around 10.40pm as I'm running. ~\(≧▽≦)/~ now having supper. ╮(╯▽╰)╭
I was chilling on my bed, flipping through my online manga, when suddenly, I felt warmish, heavy and hairy stuff on my left foot. I did not wear my glasses that time, all I see is brown hairy creature on my foot :-o When I managed to put on my glasses back, I saw 'Baby' was sleeping on my foot (>_<) She sleep peacefully on my foot, so I did not wake her up and let her be. Hahaha, weird puppy to sleep on my foot.
I forgot that our puppy is sleeping at our room today ~\(≧▽≦)/~
It should have been next month, earliest by 7 or 8 of November for the next cycle to start. But somehow, it started earlier on today, which has been almost 2weeks earlier than the actual cycle. I guess it happens because I'm still having a flu and coughing. oh well, it's just 2 weeks early right? Beside that, I felt nothing unusual. So I guess it's fine maybe?
If you ask me why my post have you in it, it's because you're interesting. Like a maze, I will have to guess who you really are, and where are you now?
I like the way how mysterious can someone be. The more you hide it, the more I wanna know. (>_<) If you ask me which mystery in the world that I wanna know, it's gonna be you. O(∩_∩)O
If you ask me why I wanna know about you, it's because you have catches my attention. Where on earth are you now by the way? (๑• . •๑)
I'm your fans.
Yesterday I'm frustrated because a colleague of mine kept calling me as bro. I've spent tons of times explaining to her, I ain't bro, and the obvious part is, I don't have any Adam's Apple near my throat area. Obvious enough, where later on she gave up on calling me as bro, but start calling me as 'bra'. =_=
And she said, if bro is for guy, then bra is for girl. T^T then I was like, 'hey that's weird', 'fine, call me a bro as you like' =_= But still I won't answer you, unless you call my name like usual.
I was wondering, that why would my middle name is 'Man' surname 'Chai' and I'm named 'Teng'. Where my full name is 'Chai Man Teng'. And I rarely told people my real name and goes with Rainie when I start my 1st job, and for several jobs.
And changed it to Stephie as I can't stand being mistook as my sister Rainy. When I started my job on Subway, which is my current permanent job till now, I'm shocked that they used our real name on name tag (>_<) At 1st they only now me as 'Teng', where recently we've changed to a new system which require our full name to be appeared in the system.
That's when they know my full name and start calling me as bro sometimes, because of my middle name 'Man'. Lucky for me that only my last name appear on receipt paper. 〒_〒
I'm so lucky to work at Subway. It's the place where I get recycle item such as boxes twice a week and old newspaper 6days a week. These items really help me and my Sister and her husband boost up our charity funds. I'm not kidding, if we were to get request for sending foods to certain place, we'll arrange a time where every member who involved can join. mostly on Sunday. Sometimes we'll have problem like not having enough funds for foods, we'll try our best to find alternative ways to made it on time.
To be honest, involving myself in charity event and do activities with elders really open up my mind. It made me understand that they needed someone care for them, someone who they can talk with.
I've went to 3 places so far. The 1st place that we went to, was Tong Sim Senior Citizens Care Centre, Jalan Lapangan Terbang Lama in KL, where delivered foods to an elders nursery home and dividing food from bed to bed and help with their needs, beside spent most of our time chatting with them (ฅ>ω<*ฅ)
The 2nd place is at Sungai Buloh Hospital, where the last batch of patient who suffered Leprosy disease. It's around 500+ patients there. At 1st we're celebrating Moon Cake Festival with them at a selected hall. We spent time singing and do various activity with them. Later on, we pushed a few trolley from ward to ward, asking each patient the food of their choice.
The 3rd place we went to were also Tong Sim Senior Citizens Care Centre, only their address were located at Kampung Baru Salak Selatan. We delivered our handmade noodle where later on, we cooked on the spot for them. And later on we divided soup noodle to everyone, and I get a special order to made the noodle without soup, where I have to figure out a recipe to evenly balanced the taste of soy sauce and sweet soy sauce in the noodle and some sesame oil to make it smells good, with some vege and all. It's the 1st time I'm doing this, and I'm glad it taste good when I tried it. and got great feedback from the one who ordered it. T^T
I'm so touched. I never let anybody tried my cooking before, other than my family, and one time, lunch for a few of my colleague when I'm working in an Italian Restaurant.
That's all I remember. I'm looking forward to volunteering myself for more charity event in future. It's so much fun and better than me doing nothing at home during my free time. *^_^*
I'm feeling better now, and almost recovered from my flu. The only thing now is that I'm struggling with my coughing. Doctor says it needed a long time before I will fully recovered from it.
Today I've receive message from him. My guess was correct. He's taking care of his friend. He's so nice isn't it? *^_^* I told you he deserved everything good in this world. Let us pray for his friend to get well soon okay? (>_<)
Oh please have my coughing to recover soon, because I'm starting to hate vege. for this whole week I've been taking salad, little portion of rice, lots of boiled vege, and tons of warm and plain water. I'm starting to get sick by it. I can't even have sweet food or beverage. I missed drinking my fav beverage Horlicks(>_<) I'm working at Subway, made delicious bread, and yet I can't even have bread in my daily meal till I'm fully recovered T^T