Sunday, November 15, 2015

100th post

20, soon, this number will grow as time goes by. 2015 almost reached it's end.

When 2016 come, I'll be 21. What can I say? I don't really care or excited about my age number. But come to think of it. I have to come to my senses.

I've lived for 20 years. What on earth have I done for my whole life? Success in my study? Nope, I did not manage to graduate my last year in high school. Or should I say only 5months of study when I'm 17? And decided to stop studying.

Having a job with good pay? With my qualification, there's not much to choose from. That's why I never have any job other than F&B industry related. Imagine having only 1200 to be spent for the whole month in Kuala Lumpur. Just how long I can survive?

For these 20 years, I felt that I'm useless, because I never have a life goal. I don't even own any skill. I don't even know how to cook good food, or rarely I did housework.

Have my own family? I don't even have a boyfriend. All I get is pressure, asking when will I actually get married? You know what? I might be thinking that someday I'll actually get settled down with a stranger that I don't love, get married and moved on with life.

I can be concluded as a complete failure you've ever known. Nothing about me is to be proud of. =_=

Song of the day

How Do I Live by LeeAnn Rimes

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

No way = ̄ω ̄=

It's another Buffet again. ~\(≧▽≦)/~

This time at Aoki-Tei. ☆

Happy Birthday Marcus. ☆

Attending friend birthday party. ⊙﹏⊙

In fact including me and my sister, there's only 4 person in total. ~\(≧▽≦)/~

Nice, I don't really like to attend happening places or party. = ̄ω ̄=

Freezing

Man, it's so freezing right now. ⊙﹏⊙ How long did the rain just stop pouring yesterday? (>_<) I got dozed off yesterday. =_=

I can't leave the house without wearing my jacket. ⊙﹏⊙ I've reached Subway, and I'm lazy to start my shift earlier. 10 more minutes and I'll attend my shift. ~\(≧▽≦)/~

Partially True

Song of the day

Bad Day by Daniel Powter

Seriously =_=

You guys should really stop teasing and creating scandal for me. 〒_〒

I really appreciate that you guys like to talk about me and thinking that you see I have a future with this one colleague. ╭(°A°`)╮

By saying 'be careful on your way back' doesn't mean I have a thing for him. -_- You guys really like to see me smiling and blushing for these reasons eh? (>_<)

He might get the wrong idea. I mean, he's like 3years younger than me. And he's so sweet. He deserve a better girl. And my family would have kill me if they know I have a boyfriend of his religion. =_=

Plus, I don't look at people appearance. It's just their outer shell. What I wanted to know the most is who they really are made of.

And those words just came out by itself, I will have to work all by myself if he's absent tomorrow. Logically, I was hoping he take care on his way back home, so he can attend tomorrow morning.

I'm just being selfish. ~\(≧▽≦)/~

Monday, November 09, 2015

Do I?

Do I looked like I'm 15? =_=
These days I kept getting these same question. =_=
->Are you still studying? You looked like 15/underaged to me. -.-
I'm 20. ╭(°A°`)╮ do I really looked that young? (>_<)
->Are you mixed blood? @_@ You looked like Malay or Indonesian to me. And you speak fluent Chinese. =_=
I'm pure, 100% Chinese. Of course I'll speak fluent Chinese.
〒_〒
->Why you didn't wear a 'Tudung'? :( You're Malay right?
I ain't Malay, of course I don't have to wear a 'Tudung'. T^T
The most popular question, happened to be the month where Malay people are fasting(puasa):
->Isn't you supposed to be 'puasa' like other people for this month? (ಥ_ಥ)
I'm Chinese. -_-

=_=

Repeating this song from Nov 7th.

Imma repeat it till I hate it. =_=

Planning

Since I could switch my day off to this Saturday, instead of Wednesday like usual. And I have morning shift on this Friday, just perfect to end shift on 4pm.

Here's my planning. *^_^*

Attend morning shift on Friday. Back home on 4.30pm, prepared everything I needed, and wait for Uncle to fetch me at 6.30pm, and back to Rawang. *^_^*

14 November 2015
Wake up as early as 8am, freshened up myself and get ready before 9am. Walk to Bus stop and take the bus to Apartment Kenanga, walk to SK Taman Bunga Raya (1).

Be at the school before the event start at 10am. Gather with ex classmates. :D And join the fair in the school <3

But I have to borrow extra pocket money from Sister. =_=

Overtime

Honestly, it's boring to have overtime today. Done with all the works, there's not much customers. So basically, I was just sitting down here, chilling, freezing. Waiting for customers. Where are you, dear customer? =_=

5minutes to go ~\(≧▽≦)/~

Song of the day

Fall for you by Secondhand Serenade