Sorry

I'm sorry for my behavior last night.

Song of the day

Welcome to my life by Simple Plan

I wonder

How would it be like to be your angel?

Worst Morning & A nice Dream?

Trust me, given my condition now, I would rather rest at home than chase after 'Lucky'. But when I heard from my sister that a Chinese complained that 'Lucky' bite her, I have to chase after him. And got lost in the same neighborhood, with lots of people scold about how am I not being responsible to have let my dog out without tying him up.

First of all, if I'm not being responsible, I will not chase after him, not when I have serious pain on my stomach, of course people can't see or know it's the time of my month, thus I forgive them.

Secondly, I'm resting on my bed, due to my pain. When suddenly, my sister went upstairs and tell me 'Lucky' escaped from home and said she wouldn't have call me and act she never have this dog if she did not receive the complain.

I've spent hours chasing after him, making sure that he won't cause any trouble to people. Owh, and I've heard lots of different language from people, all thanks to him. Though I can't understand a word from them, but with their fingers pointing at me and their tone in their words, I know they're mad at me.

Well, at least I'm saved for today because it's my day off. Owh, I can imagine tomorrow will be better. There will be people waiting in front of my house and will scold me even harder on my way to workplace. I wonder if they can follow me with their vehicle when I'm taking a shortcut to workplace.

Now I can't feel my leg, I bet they're in a deep sleep because I used them too much today.

But I'm thankful of something, I had a really nice dream last night, but before I could see the picture in my dream, I woke up when my sister told me about our escaped dog. Luh, my once in a lifetime chance have flown away just like that. =_=

It's okay, now I got the 1st letter written for someone.

Song of the day

God Must Have Spent a little more time on You by N'SYNC

Craving for Chocolate

It's the end of the month, I don't have extra money to buy chocolate. :-/ The whole day I'm enduring the monthly pain. (>_<) Haha, should I beg my sister to treat me some chocolate? =￣ω￣=

Anyway, it's stock counting day. and we're done around 10.30pm lol. and I'm grateful that my colleague finish the stock counting faster.

reached home at around 10.40pm as I'm running. ~\(≧▽≦)/~ now having supper. ╮(╯▽╰)╭

Weird Puppy

I was chilling on my bed, flipping through my online manga, when suddenly, I felt warmish, heavy and hairy stuff on my left foot. I did not wear my glasses that time, all I see is brown hairy creature on my foot :-o When I managed to put on my glasses back, I saw 'Baby' was sleeping on my foot (>_<) She sleep peacefully on my foot, so I did not wake her up and let her be. Hahaha, weird puppy to sleep on my foot.

I forgot that our puppy is sleeping at our room today ~\(≧▽≦)/~

Song of the day

Like I'm Gonna Lose You by Meghan Trainor and John Legend

Honestly, I've only found out this song recently when my colleague kept playing it when I'm working with her.

I've asked her several times for the title, but she refused to tell me, so I have to listen carefully to the lyrics and searched them word by word only to know the song title.

It's beautiful. The storyline, we never know what will happen in future, so if you have someone that you love, please tell them how you feel. Or else if it's too late, it's no use to regret.

How are you?

It's been 2months now. How are you in heaven? 〒_〒
There's no replacement for you. Because you're so special, your attitude, your characteristics, your Angelic face. We've lost you forever.

I can no longer hear your bark, no longer can I cuddle you each time I'm back from work. I missed your kissing, and I won't mind to chase after you if you ever escaped from home.

You have gone, my Happy. :'(  You always surprises us that we bursted into laughter. I can no longer be as happy as usual. All those memories of us, will be forever carved in my heart.

Code Red

It should have been next month, earliest by 7 or 8 of November for the next cycle to start. But somehow, it started earlier on today, which has been almost 2weeks earlier than the actual cycle. I guess it happens because I'm still having a flu and coughing. oh well, it's just 2 weeks early right? Beside that, I felt nothing unusual. So I guess it's fine maybe?

Song of the day

They don't know about us by One Direction

Just really like this songs, one of my fav music video out of 106 music videos on my phone.

(ฅ>ω<*ฅ)

If you ask me why my post have you in it, it's because you're interesting. Like a maze, I will have to guess who you really are, and where are you now?

I like the way how mysterious can someone be. The more you hide it, the more I wanna know. (>_<) If you ask me which mystery in the world that I wanna know, it's gonna be you. O(∩_∩)O

If you ask me why I wanna know about you, it's because you have catches my attention. Where on earth are you now by the way? (๑• . •๑)

I'm your fans.

My Research about the song that changed my thought

Haven't Met You Yet by Michael Buble

I've researched them on internet, only to find out that the heroine in this music video, appears to be his wife.

His heart were broken twice before he met with his now wife on 2008, for the 1st time at a party threw for him after his show in Bueno Aires. It's love on 1st sight.

If you read his lyrics carefully, the words 'kid' mentioned were no other than Luisana Lopilato, who were 12 years younger than him.

After they went together for sometimes, they finally get engaged and this MV was then released.

This songs really changed my thought about love, because it's really true that most of us tend to went through a few heartbreaking relationships before we could really met with the right one.

We just need to stay strong, cause we might fell hard for countless times. And believe me, there's one person waiting for you, on the other side. We just have to get back up and wait for the right time to finally met with that person.

And he/she would never gave up on waiting for you to appear in their life. It's called the love of your life.

Good one, my colleague. Good One =_=

Yesterday I'm frustrated because a colleague of mine kept calling me as bro. I've spent tons of times explaining to her, I ain't bro, and the obvious part is, I don't have any Adam's Apple near my throat area. Obvious enough, where later on she gave up on calling me as bro, but start calling me as 'bra'. =_=

And she said, if bro is for guy, then bra is for girl. T^T then I was like, 'hey that's weird', 'fine, call me a bro as you like' =_= But still I won't answer you, unless you call my name like usual.

I was wondering, that why would my middle name is 'Man' surname 'Chai' and I'm named 'Teng'. Where my full name is 'Chai Man Teng'. And I rarely told people my real name and goes with Rainie when I start my 1st job, and for several jobs.

And changed it to Stephie as I can't stand being mistook as my sister Rainy. When I started my job on Subway, which is my current permanent job till now, I'm shocked that they used our real name on name tag (>_<) At 1st they only now me as 'Teng', where recently we've changed to a new system which require our full name to be appeared in the system.

That's when they know my full name and start calling me as bro sometimes, because of my middle name 'Man'. Lucky for me that only my last name appear on receipt paper. 〒_〒

Song of the day

Haven't Met You Yet by Michael Buble

This song is really something*^_^*

The lyrics and all. I kept struggling and says that that's it. That's the last of it. I'm not gonna fall for anyone, never ever! I made so many excuses and lied, that I'm fine to be by myself.

Then I've start to think, 'Hey, if I'm all by myself, who's the one to share my every little joy with, if I'm alone?' or 'Who's gonna be there for me, when I'm sad, and need someone to lend his shoulder for me to cry?'

Like everything that happened, I've always have a friend to talk to. But I needed to know, that someday, they might get tired of it, or they've someone more important for them to take care of. And I realised, they can be the one who will be our good listener forever.

I guess maybe I haven't met with the right one? (>_<)
We'll see. If I do met with the right one, I'll give it a shot and will see how it goes (ฅ>ω<*ฅ)

Charity Fund & Event I've went to.

I'm so lucky to work at Subway. It's the place where I get recycle item such as boxes twice a week and old newspaper 6days a week. These items really help me and my Sister and her husband boost up our charity funds. I'm not kidding, if we were to get request for sending foods to certain place, we'll arrange a time where every member who involved can join. mostly on Sunday. Sometimes we'll have problem like not having enough funds for foods, we'll try our best to find alternative ways to made it on time.

To be honest, involving myself in charity event and do activities with elders really open up my mind. It made me understand that they needed someone care for them, someone who they can talk with.

I've went to 3 places so far. The 1st place that we went to, was Tong Sim Senior Citizens Care Centre, Jalan Lapangan Terbang Lama in KL, where delivered foods to an elders nursery home and dividing food from bed to bed and help with their needs, beside spent most of our time chatting with them (ฅ>ω<*ฅ)

The 2nd place is at Sungai Buloh Hospital, where the last batch of patient who suffered Leprosy disease. It's around 500+ patients there. At 1st we're celebrating Moon Cake Festival with them at a selected hall. We spent time singing and do various activity with them. Later on, we pushed a few trolley from ward to ward, asking each patient the food of their choice.

The 3rd place we went to were also Tong Sim Senior Citizens Care Centre, only their address were located at Kampung Baru Salak Selatan. We delivered our handmade noodle where later on, we cooked on the spot for them. And later on we divided soup noodle to everyone, and I get a special order to made the noodle without soup, where I have to figure out a recipe to evenly balanced the taste of soy sauce and sweet soy sauce in the noodle and some sesame oil to make it smells good, with some vege and all. It's the 1st time I'm doing this, and I'm glad it taste good when I tried it. and got great feedback from the one who ordered it. T^T

I'm so touched. I never let anybody tried my cooking before, other than my family, and one time, lunch for a few of my colleague when I'm working in an Italian Restaurant.

That's all I remember. I'm looking forward to volunteering myself for more charity event in future. It's so much fun and better than me doing nothing at home during my free time. *^_^*

Hahaha

I wonder if Mr. Horlick will use this method to find me
~\(≧▽≦)/~

I'm just saying→_→

Struggling with my Cough

I'm feeling better now, and almost recovered from my flu. The only thing now is that I'm struggling with my coughing. Doctor says it needed a long time before I will fully recovered from it.

My patience really pays off

Today I've receive message from him. My guess was correct. He's taking care of his friend. He's so nice isn't it? *^_^* I told you he deserved everything good in this world. Let us pray for his friend to get well soon okay? (>_<)

Vege Vege Vege, Water Water Water

Oh please have my coughing to recover soon, because I'm starting to hate vege. for this whole week I've been taking salad, little portion of rice, lots of boiled vege, and tons of warm and plain water. I'm starting to get sick by it. I can't even have sweet food or beverage. I missed drinking my fav beverage Horlicks(>_<) I'm working at Subway, made delicious bread, and yet I can't even have bread in my daily meal till I'm fully recovered T^T